some times, it’s just so sad when i see people not appreciating what’s around them.
yesterday’s my friend’s birthday. yes, he’s the same fella whom i’ve blogged previously, the one who has all the people around him caring for him…
he got all the wishes, he got a few cakes, and it’s going to continue on today, as today’s saturday, and it’s a much better time to celebrate since it’s the weekend as compared to a Friday…
seeing how he gets all those wishes really made me think how i had my birthday…
no, i’m not the terrible that-old-man who lived a few blocks away with a “go away” sign. but i simply don’t have the kind of circle of friends like this fella.
but what really irk me is simply how he sees his life. he thinks he’s leading a terrible life, a lousy life, etc. but the actual fact is, he has many friends that he should be thankful for, and he never really seemed to realize that.
i felt certain bitterness while singing the happy birthday song when me and a few friends presented him with a cake, because I looked at him and wonder if he’s worth the care around him.
Perhaps i’m jealous; WTH, yeah! I’m pretty jealous. He has all the ‘richness’ of life that he can ask for, comsidering how deserving he is. He’s just damn lucky to be who he is, and who’s around him. That’s what I think.
Anyway, I see that he has all the happiness around him, but he never really sees it. It’s sad, it’s sad.
But me not being in his shoes, but as a friend to him, I’m wishes him Happy Birthday. Love’s all around ya, just have to have to see and feel it…